There are times when human feel holiest that deserve the heaven
At another time, human consider his sin is the same as beach sand or sea foam so that deserve the hell
Both things can be happening at the same time inside a human until everything seems wrong for him. Have the feeling of inappropriate be the heaven-dweller but fear at most to feel hell punishment
Sometimes someone is being admired like a hero. Most or even all of his action, does not matter right or wrong, being seen as appropriate and right to be done. Yet after he passed away, he is memorized positively by his devotee
On a separate action, somebody is being hated and is abused like an unforgiven criminal. Most or even all of his action, does not matter right or wrong, being seen as unacceptable and wrong to be done. Hither to his last breath, he is still memorized negatively by his “devotee”
Again, both things can be happening at the same time inside a human. In the same moment, his existence is expected, is loved, and is admired… along with being hated, being neglected, and being avoided.
Once a teacher has spoken to his student, “Bear in mind if not all the people in this world will love you regarding to your actions and contribution, there will be people who hate you as well.” To live in this world definitely very interesting. A lot of colours, a lot of differences, a lot of standards. In the end of our world, there will be fair weights. Everything unseen by human eyes will be seen by Him, including mistakes and truth that has size of an atom.
Then, what to be hold to live in this momentary world? One permanent truth, it is going be very amazing when one able to role his part well in many different conditions regardless of the insights. Even though, to be remembered greatly by the world even after a millennium after departed from life would be a tremendous gift.